i'm sitting here.
chilling with my pepsi.
and my brownie.
baked yesterday, don't be jealous.
doing my govt homework.
when i realized:
i need a life.
or at least entertainment.
oh my lord.
so instead of working on my hw due MONDAY
(for fuck's sake)
i thought i'd write the most random lj entry...ever.
quite the endeavor, i know.
i like how i lose the ability to use capitals
when i type on the internet.
everything looks cooler like this anyway.
i like the white stripes.
(listening to them right now)
didn't do my hair today.
got too lazy.
kind of funny...it takes like 5 minutes,
10 tops,
to do my hair.
anyway.
yay.
i want to get back to drawing.
but i kept drawing the same thing for so long,
i can't do anything else.
grr. artist's block.
i cleaned up my myspace.
someone i worked with for awhile at rawhide added me,
and i dunno.
i just thought i was trying to hard to be coolio.
so i got rid of the cussing.
i hate that.
i'll be being all...independent.
and then i'll realize i'm trying to be.
which completely ruins the idea.
i am such a jackass sometimes.
anyway.
or anywhore.
chelsey makes me laugh.
i think it's weird talking about people in 3rd person who read my journal.
it's like...should i say you?
but what if people get confused and think i'm talking to them...
and i'm not?
you'd think they would assume i was talking about someone else,
if they don't remember the story.
but you never know.
people are pretty presumptious like that.
i am seriously listening to smashmouth.
i found their cd awhile back.
i might be the only person in the world listening to them right now.
it's possible.
but there's like what...6 billion people?
so maybe not.
the chances are pretty damn slim.
where was i?
right.
this thing is going to be a beast that no one will read.
but it's amusing me.
wow.
i've been working on it for 15 minutes now.
interrupted by justine and chelsey on aim.
i can't believe she's coming out heeeere.
it's weird.
thinking that you haven't seen someone in over a year.
so yeah.
going to a halloween party on the 29th.
they have like...a guest list.
and bouncers!
who does that?
it's nightmare before christmas, costume mandatory.
hotness.
i feel kind of bad, though.
katherine's invited, and she's not...party type.
i don't want her to be all...um, bye?
but yeah.
so i have something to look forward to.
besides,
oh wait,
October 12th.
anyway.
i think that's the 3rd or 4th time i've said anyway.
i think that's weird.
saying "i said" when you're online.
technically, i haven't said jack this whole time.
i am seriously rambling right about now.
as if you hadn't noticed.
who the hell is actually going to read this thing?
i'm thinking of making it public,
just because i am vastly amused by it.
i almost said hella there.
everyone said hella in seattle.
seriously.
and sydney told me that evidently,
everyone north of us on the coast does.
she said the kids at berkely say hecka,
which was the dumbest thing i have ever heard of in my entire life.
i think i'm about done here.
3 minutes until the half hour mark.
i think i should end before that.

<3 Liz Pow

ps i am in love with this model, apnea.
but anyway.
she is seriosuly ridiculously hot.
end of story.
thanks for listening.

pps kendra your sister got me the cd finally.
thanks and much love.

edit
or...ppps this is public now.
it just sounds like me.
and i'm an arrogant bastard like that.

name: Elizabeth
nickname: Liz, LizPow, Lizziiiieeee (ugh)
birthday: March 23rd
birthplace: Artesia, CA
current mood: hungry
current taste: flat Coke
current hair: spikey and all-over-to-fuck
current clothes: green taking back sunday shirt over grey long sleeves and jeans
current annoyence: my laptop is slooow
current smell: vanilla lotion
current thing you ought to be doing: my online homework
current desktop picture: catherine zeda-jones
current favorite band: hellogoodbye
current book: Walden (for class. ugh)
current cd in stereo: mix I made
current crush: no real ones
current favorite celeb: Apnea (who counts. cause I say so)
smoke: no way
do drugs: not recently
have a dream that keeps coming back: nope
remember your first real love: yep. unfortunately.
still love them: not a chance
read the newspaper: not daily. and usually the comics, or sports if my hs made it in
have any gay or lesbian friends: several.
believe in miracles: to an extent
believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: yes
consider yourself tolerant of others: over the age of 12, no.
consider love a mistake: nope
like the taste of alcohol: only bitch beer and triple sec
have a favorite candy: aero bars
believe in astrology: nope
believe in magic: not wands and ish, but nature stuff, yes
believe in God: very much so
have any pets: 1 evil bastard of a cat
got to or plan to go to college: plan to. in Canada!
have any piercings: only ears. 6 months before it's tongue, lip, industrial and eyebrow
have any tattoos: nope
hate yourself: nope
have an obsession: pretty hair
have a secret crush: nope
do they know yet: n/a
have a best friend: Chelsey like woah
wish on stars: only shooting ones
care about looks: enough to do my hair and wear makeup
love life: of course!
first crush: don't remember
first kiss: he was pretty
single or taken: single (and happy)
ever been in love: yes
do you believe in love at first sight: I believe in lust or affection that turns into love
describe your ideal significant other: meh

either/or.
club or house party: club
beer or cider: bitch beer
drinks or shots: shots (of triple sec!)
cats or dogs: dogs
single or taken: single
pen or pencil: pencil for drawing, pen for writing
gloves or mittens: gloves
food or candy: both
cassette or cd: CDs

have you ever.
dated one of your best friends: nope
loved somebody so much it made you cry: yes
drank alcohol: yes
done drugs: yep
broken the law: read above answers. consider that I'm 17.
run away from home: not for real. i have hid out at friend's houses
broken a bone: a toe. like once.
played truth or dare: yep
kissed someone you didn't know: hahaha...yes.
been in a fight: yup
come close to dying: nope
the most embarrasing cd in your collection: brittney spears. hot.
what is your bedroom like: wood floors, white and blue, ikea, clothes all over the floor
your favorite thing for breakfast: jamba juice

last person you.
talked to: besides the guy at carl's jr? becca
IMed: Ashley
hugged: becca
kissed: justin?
yelled at: my mom
befriended: the freshmen in english 1

random questions.
what`s on your bedside table: fan, digital camera, confessions of an ugly stepsister, money
what do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night: ginger cookies, pepsi
what is your secret guaranteed weeping movie: i don't cry at movies
if you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done: i wouldn't. ew surgery.
what feature are you most insecure about: i'm not
do you ever have to beg: for free food from my friends
are you a pyromaniac: no. i <3 candles though
do you know anyone famous: not world famous
describe your bed: futon action, 4 real pillows, 5 smaller ones
spontaneous or plain: spontaneous
do you know how to play poker: yep
what do you carry with you at all times: my ipod
how do you drive: i don't...
how much money would it take to get you to give up the internet for a year: a ridiculous amount
what color is your bedroom: blue and white.
what was the last song you were listening to: hellogoodbye shimmy shimmy quarter turn
do you talk a lot: yes!
do you like yourself and believe in yourself: yep
do you think you`re cute: pretty much
do people in general annoy you: not usually

oh. oh. oh.

 

( i want one. more than anything. )

<3